Thursday, 10 August 2017

Wednesday, 15 February 2017

my opinion about dictatorial religions

   I live life definitely true to myself - I'm happy - sometimes just wish only to learn all the world that without happiness is no peace and here is what I think about all dictatorial religions which convert people to unhappy bags without brain like ISIS for eksample . .. Say NO to terrorism !!! 

Day is sad and nostalgic but is good to always keep life enthusiasm :)







Guerlain Meteorites Baby Glow fluide

My actually favorite fluid - I use this without any changes more than one year and one tube is in my example lasting for little less than 3 months :) 




Tuesday, 14 February 2017

My friend died ... and about death generally

  Last days life isn't nice for me - I lost one of my best friends in tragic way . She - My Sweetheart - decided to finish her life in age 27 . I loved she - she was my star - now I feel so alone on this world. 
Why she did it ? - I really don't know - my pain is huge - so many questions but finally only what I can do is to accept her choice . 

I know that it's strange but now during waiting for her funeral I have feeling that just wait for meeting with she . Maybe little strange is this that her aura now is all time around me - everything remaind me about her - ranging from porcelain cup to small braclets - she is all everywhere around . 
Besides come into my head - how my life will be looking after my 27th birthday . She was not first known to me person which took his life in exactly this young age ( and some other people - little older / younger ) 

Why these people did this ? I'm so afraid that they did at maybe my brain can start see ,, death'' as - not so bad solution- I'm afraid that my mind can ,,go crazy'' like in examples of my friends . 

One time I loosed my mind accidently - electroshock brought me back to life . So we can say that I was on other side . Sometimes I feel that fact that I'm again alive just make everything more complicated - now I'm sure that one day I must die again - maybe in bigger pain than last time - it's all about I'm also afraid of . 

It' s so easy to die - some people proved me this and I'm so afraid to subconsciously follow their steps . 

and for the end - Why people make sucide ? 
- I think ( from my observation ) people are making sucide because they are afraid to be old . 

Monday, 13 February 2017

Monday, 6 February 2017

,, Posluchaj tych slow '' PeRJot and Arczi Muffini

Hi People ! 

  Here is new song ,, Posłuchaj tych słów '' ( Listen to these words ) of my favorite rap- singer Arczi Muffini ( this taller guy ) - I'm totally in love in his voice :) 

Peace ! 


it´s just my face



Sunday, 5 February 2017

Hi People from all World ( again )! :)

     I decided come back to blogging because I have so many great ideas which I want share with World - one of those is to share my knowladge about Tarot - You can check this on my ,, You Tube 1 ´´- all films are in polish lenguage and if You asking why I can answer that it was necessarily - we have year of ,,Fairy Rooster'' so it's good idea to take care more about ,, own backyard '':) besides I really miss Poland so in this year I decided to spend there more time - it's so important to keep contact with friends ! :)